It's true! I worry about everything. Yes, everything... well, ALMOST everything. I don't worry about the sun coming up as I know that will happen every day no matter what I do. Everything else, you name it and I can tell you a reason why I would worry about it.
The lump in the carpet: Is the foundation acting up or just the padding bunching up?
The hollow sound in the garage floor: Is it really hollow? A sink hole? My imagination?
Breakfast: Will this raise my blood sugar today? Too high? Not high enough? add weight?
Walking: Why does my foot feel that way? Do I have enough snacks with me? Will I drop low?
Did I turn off all the lights in the house before I left?
Did I see all the kitties to make sure no one was trapped in a closet?
Did I pack enough supplies for my two day trip?
What if my insulin vial breaks?
I have three months of infusion sets in my closet.. will that work, or should I place my order now (I run a bit ahead of the time schedule)?
This doesn't even start to list the worries I have when it comes to my daughter. She's in college over 5 hours away. I'll let your imagination run with that one.
However, there are some things I don't worry about.
The sun: It will always be there everyday. It may be behind a cloud or two, but it's still there I can tell.
The moon: Like the sun, it will be there everyday. Some days it is hidden behind clouds, or in a shadow, but it is still there.
The earth: It's still here. I promise.
Love: God's love, my husband's love, my daughter's love... none of these worry me as I know they are just as constant as the sun rising every morning.
And THAT is what keeps me going.
